Finally noticed

You are a smudged silhouette in the night
You are a smudged silhouette in the light
Your words can take flight
Whenever you want
She is the only one you have formed a bond with
I know i am wishing for nothing but a myth
This idea making me writhe
I wished i noticed before but all i can do is whisper "shit"
But i do have to admit
That i love you
But that is no reason to stay
So i will now stray
From this fraud of a path that i have made
This wish, these thoughts, this path i will allay
This will be my blockade
Until my chest is empty once again
Now you will never have to ask "When?"