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For the fear of losing you haunts me everyday I wish that you were here instead of faraway It is closing in for i am its prey And i know you will leave no matter how hard i pray The thing you say Haunts me everyday And its right on top of me for i am its prey My unsaid words go unnoticed It seems no one can hear these screaming prays   The thing you said you will do haunts me everyday Im laying lifeless on the ground for i was its prey And no one could hear my dead prays

Heart shrouded in armor Everyday it hardens farther Making it's walls harder Her actions harsher They grip her arm "You need to be softer" She pulls away and goes back to making her swords sharper Her heart ripped out with every departure Her memories she never conquered With every old friend she ran into she stumbled With every tear she shared She became soft as clay Her deeper feelings she retained Spilt out like a broken dam that needed to be replaced Every team mate she embraced Her name shall be forever praised

This mode shut down No feelings to be drowned in Would you consider this a sin? No markers or pins to write a name on my skin Once people find their other halve they call it a win I have not found anyone and i want it to stay like that I don't want someone else to be my habitat Its better to stay alone then be mismatched I see commitment as an attack to pin me down No mobility No love songs to make a symphony   I chose this willingly Romantic gestures bore me No getting on one knee I rather be free Than be stuck in a love sea Call this tragic or sad or completely stupid But i will not care For i am not attracted to anyone and hopefully

Flakes of skin floating in the soup A body in the closet Around his neck a loop The little girl dried of tears There is nothing left for her to fear What's that sticking out of her chest? A spear All over it blood smeared You all cheered And ignored the scent of decay You still believe that she is alive today And if she disobeys She will eat the decay The fingers floating in her soup She will eat everyone soon

She looks at the reflection of her blood stained irises "You are not human." They all whisper She stared at her black claws sticking out the ends of her fingertips "You are not human." They all chant She stared in awe around her as objects started to levitate "You are not human!" They all shout She looked at her clothes drenched in blood "You are not human." They all said She pointed at the women who killed her child "You are not human!" She repeated

Instead of trying to remember what the year Lincoln died I should be studying my basic human rights Instead of telling us not to fight They should say that its not wrong to defend ourselves from human parasites We write and write and do homework throughout the night But really is that getting ourselves anywhere in life We listen we memorize and learn to stay quiet when we are doing tests When a student suggests that we should learn something else They turn them down and say if we memorize square roots that we will excel But excel in what? Sure school isn't much fun But no matter how well i read i still consider myself as dumb I dont kn

She likes to think of herself as one of the strong That she will make rights from all the wrongs In her mind everyone speaks a sort of song And she will break through any wall Anyone who dares stand tall against her Will be knocked out but the fight that she gave they will surely remember   Nothing about her is forgettable She likes to think that her strength is incredible But alas she is far from strong when it comes to fighting her loved ones She will hold back as much she can She will try her best to stand But in the end there will be no land And she will not stray from her original plan  

Stampeding in the darkness Breathing heavy not minding the harshness As my lungs bleed I shouldn't plead for something unnecessary to need   Speed speed Is all need More distance More velocity My curiosity is my ferocity These many people is too much of a quantity And you are not of my quality Please keep your distance I know you wont be persistent And you will show no sign of resistance   Maybe our bond is nonexistent But i will take one last entrance And hopefully i wont be careless And i know that i am helpless

You are a smudged silhouette in the night You are a smudged silhouette in the light Your words can take flight Whenever you want She is the only one you have formed a bond with I know i am wishing for nothing but a myth This idea making me writhe I wished i noticed before but all i can do is whisper "shit" But i do have to admit That i love you But that is no reason to stay So i will now stray From this fraud of a path that i have made This wish, these thoughts, this path i will allay This will be my blockade Until my chest is empty once again Now you will never have to ask "When?"